Confused complicated question, I hope this explains everything.?

You sure are throwing a lot of terms around there. Firstly, shizoaffective disorder is not the same as schizophrenia. Secondly, both bipolar disorder and depression can cause psychosis most (if not all) of the things you listed, so don't ume that you're psychotic and have schizophrenia. Thirdly, have you seen a therapist, psychologist, or psychiatrist about your problems? People commonly make mistakes when attempting self diagnoses (partly due to the fact that people are not generally able to view themselves objectively).