Is this weird and creepy?

find myself having ual thoughts about really y guys that are over 35......by 45 the ual feeling go away. I have had a normal childhood and nothing bad has ever happened to me but I find younger guys ually and mentally unstimulated. I want to reinstate the guy has to be y, not some old man that's overweight and balding. I have never acted on this but I have a karate instructor that I wouldn't mind giving it up to=)